Friendly game against juniors tmrl, yet I can't make it.
Netball, my team would be there.
Oln Senior Netball Team 2007.
Missing you guys. I want to see you guys badly.
I want to play as a team with yall again.
Tmrl sucks. I don't know what else to say.
In a dilemma now.
There's no way I can cut my body into half. Not right now.
I feel useless.
I feel stupid.
I can feel my world collapsing.
I can feel my life ending.
I'm depressed.
Both not being able to go back Oln tmrl,
And not being able to be in Netball.
Yet, Softball has to again, control and run my life.
How gratifying. BOO.
I'm such a loser.
But there's only a way for me to go.
Whatever, I've long resigned to fate that my life would be controlled by Softball.
Just, never follow my footsteps.
No more turning back, however hard one can try.
Unless someday, I find my way.